December 2011
69 posts
“Change your mind,
I’ll get lost if you want me to.”
“I like the dark part of the night, after midnight and before four-thirty, when...”
– Dave Eggers, A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius (via pavorst)
I love pivotal moments, or at least those perceived as pivotal. Nice little microcosms of humanity and life - somehow simultaneously exhilarating and fearful, hopeful and damning, free and confining, beautiful and terrible.
“Echoes and silence,
Patience and grace;
All of these moments
I’ll never replace.
No fear of my heart,
Absence of faith. All I want is to be home”
“I am waiting
in a silent prayer
I am frightened
by the load i bear
In a...”
Apologies
Well, a brief bit of retrospective reflection has done some good, and I need to make some amends and say some “sorry”s. Apologies to all who have had to sit through my holiday moping, but much more than that, apologies to those who care about me. I know it must not be a fun time hearing me through all this, and I’m being needlessly hurtful.
With regards to my last message, the...
There’s nothing I can do, is there? Answer: No, no there is not. I can’t even bring myself to start over. This is how you be totally worthless. I just wish someone I cared about cared about me too.
Pay no mind, I’m not looking for pity. Simply yelling at the void.
“Take what you will, what you will
And leave. Could you kill, could you kill me...”
– (*Fin) - Anberlin
Yup. I officially fuck up every friendship and interpersonal relationship I have. If I don’t already have the knife bloodied from stabbing a friendship, I have the blade ready for either me or you. There might be a one such implement in my side now. I guess I should pull it out and clean up what’s left. It’s what I get. It’s what I always get. Somehow I never learn, even...
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My dad's views on Rick Perry
Grandparents' friends: Oh, you're from Texas? What do you think about Governor Rick Perry?
Dad: I think you should vote for him. I want to get him the hell out of Texas!
Yes, please. Someone make him go away.
I didn't log off of my friend's computer.
Therefore, she’s creepin’ on my tumblr.
Bwa ha ha ha ha
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Too weak to stay, too tired to go, too open to be silent, too closed to be worthwhile.
“Where are you now? I can hear footsteps; I’m dreaming.
And if you will,...”
“Pray for tomorrow
But for today,
All I want is to be home
Stand in the...”
– Home - Foo Fighters
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The little things..
Like the benefits from following and being followed by hardly anyone…. no virus.
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